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Silent Screaming
I'm sorry....am I in your way?
Am I slowing you down
Am I making you sad
I feel like a drain on society, not a member
I scream, silently, hoping for someone to hear me
And I apologise again, for just about everything
Why do I need to blame someone? Namely me
Did I do something wrong?
Did I not look after my body properly
I promise I'll do better if you could just give me a second change?!
Please PLEASE
Is it really too late?
Am I really powerless to change things
But then, why do I need to blame someone at all
It doesn't benefit me in any way, I know
But the screaming is so relentless and so deafening, I just
Cannot thing clearly
I'm a healthy person trapped in a stupid broken body
Trying to get out. Screaming.
Screaming for a break....just a minute or two?
A holiday for the soul!
THINK AND REPEAT
"It was fate, it would have happened no matter what"
My ego is so big, that I think I can control all this!
Acceptance is the key to ending the screaming.
Acceptance is not the same as giving in,
Be kind.
So far, I have been screaming silently for an unattainable goal,
<"Today I refuse to let pain drive me to insanity"
Tomorrow, I will only hear on thing, one mantra, Talk, Share,
Create!
Followed closely by acceptance. And finally.... PEACE